My Dear Darling,Just a few lines to let you know I am well and OK. My arm is coming along pretty nice. I had the cast taken off a couple of days ago. Well, how are things going back home with you? OK, I hope. Boy, the weather here is really hot. But at night, it gets pretty cool. Crazy weather over here I am telling you. How is it back there at home? By now, I hope it’s cooled off enough where you work at. Has it? For myself, I have a pretty good job at the present. I am running the dispatcher office for heavy equipment at this engineering training center. All I do is check out and in, these big Army tractors, tanks, and trailers. As far as I know now, I am still planning on seeing you sometime next month and I just hope there is nothing to change those plans. I wish I could hear from you more often and I know it isn’t your fault. The mail just doesn’t come in like it used to. Maybe they’ll let the mail loose soon. Yeah, if I get to come home, I hope Mickey and I make it together. Sure would like to see the boy. Say Honey, what makes Drexter have a wave put in his hair for? Don’t tell me Robert is still doing the same thing also. Won’t those guys ever grow up? You better not say anything about this. Cause I don’t want your two sisters and brothers-in-law on me if I have to improve my looks to hold you. You just as well take off. Because that’s impossible, Ha Ha. Take another look at those pictures of me and you can see that, right? How can you improve a mug like that? It can’t be done. Well, that’s enough on that. How is Mom Stacks and the kids? Tell them hello for me. Well I will close for now hoping to get a letter from you this evening. Lots love to all. I miss you a lot and I love you a million.Always, Johnnie
Atomic cloud rises over Nagasaki on August 9, 1945. Photo by Charles Levy, U.S. National Archives and Records Administration, public domain. |
My Dear Darling,Received three letters from you yesterday. One had the picture in it. This picture doesn’t look like you at all compared with the others I have of you. You look as if you just got over being sick and I don’t mean what you call monthly either. Look honey, if your health is bad and you are trying to keep me from knowing about it, you just as well get that out of your head because you can’t keep nothing like that away from the guy who loves you. If you are sick, I am sick. If you are well and happy, I am well and happy. To die for you honey would be a pleasure. To me to grieve in pain is natural. Also, to know real life is to know Love. I have found out two of them. I have been spared so far, to not find the other. I have heard people say that you had to be crazy to put into writing, just how a person feels. Well, I must be crazy then. As you know I am shy on public speaking and worse on other things as in common life. Well, that’s enough on that but remember and bear in mind regardless or above anything I love you and I am sure no one can break our love for each other. That is, as far as I am concerned. Well honey, in one of these letter’s you wanted to know if I could send you a picture of me with my glasses on at the present. I haven’t any but I am sending you a picture with me and a couple of my friends on it. It was taken four day’s after the war ended over here in a German prison camp. We had just got an order of good old U.S. beers in and I was sampling it, Ha, Ha. It’s still as good as it was when I left the States, Ha Ha. In case you notice, that’s a mustache I have under my nose, not dirt, Ha Ha. I believe I can tell you the latest. We are supposed to get on the boat the twenty-eight of this month. I hope so. Be seeing you and I miss you a lot and I love you a million.Always, Johnnie
Johnnie (back right) enjoying a good old U.S. beer with his buddies. The man kneeling on the front left is Johnnie’s friend James Lamb. |
My Dear Darling,Received one letter from you yesterday. Boy is your mail to me coming slow. But I think I know the reason they are holding up your mail to me. The reason is we are starting to be on our way home the last part of this month. That’s the rumor that is spreading around now. And it looks good too. Keep your fingers crossed. Honey, in this last letter I received from you, you were giving me the devil because you weren’t getting my mail to you as regular as I usually write. Well, I wrote you and told you about hurting my arm and hand. Well, that knocked me out of writing you for a while, and as you said, me being moved about a lot has a lot to do with it also. Look Chick, you have to look over a lot of things, and me being in the Army makes it worse on us both. It’s been like hell especially since I‘ve been overseas. But I think things are beginning to come our way now. Don’t you? Remember I love you. And all I have on my mind now is coming home to you. O’yeah, you wanted a picture of me with my glasses on. Well you remember me telling you about hurting my arm. Well I broke my glasses also. They are being fixed at the present. Is it anyway? I went ahead and had some made here in camp at a photograph studio and I went and got them this morning. The guy told me I put him out of business. I broke the camera. I do it every time, Ha, Ha. What a mug, well you got to know the truth on how I look now anyway. Because you’ll be seeing it soon and I thought it best to kindly soften you up a little bit so that when you did see me you wouldn’t take off “scared to death,” right? There are five of them. Get the one you want and if Mom Stacks can stand one let her have it, Ha Ha. Also, Nell, Dot, and Frances. Now that you have looked at them, I know what you are going to write in this next letter. What’s wrong that one eye is about closed? That’s the way I smile now, Ha Ha. No, it’s really because my eyes can’t stand bright lights. Look Chick, I will try and make my letters longer. But I am like you when there’s no mail it’s kindly hard to write. O’yeah, please take care of yourself for me and you shall go to a doctor instead of fooling around with some kind of a tonic to know that you are not well. Make me worry, and not well. I know where you work isn’t good for you and I told you so many times in my letters to quit if it was hurting your health. But you keep giving me excuses. So, if I get on you about it when I get home you can’t say I didn’t warn you. Well, that’s enough on that. Tell all the folks I said hello and I hope to see them soon. I miss you a lot “Chick” and I love you a million.Always, Johnnie
My Dear Darling,Received a letter today from you that was mailed the ninth of the month!! Darn if I know what’s wrong with the mail here lately. I know I haven’t been writing to you regular here lately. But I told you one reason that was when I hurt my arm and hand pretty bad. But its OK now. And we are doing a lot of work of loading things on the ships to carry back to the States. Now that there is peace in the world once more, they are shipping everything back there. O’yeah honey, your Mother might be right about me getting home before October. Things look good enough that I have a good idea I will be in the States next month. So, keep your chin up. I can’t get over Happy getting married. He was such a silly kid when we saw him last. Boy we must be getting old. Right, Ha Ha. Well Honey, there’s not much new as what I haven’t told you in this letter. So, I will close. I love you and I miss you a lot and I love you a million.Always, Johnnie
Johnnie and his friend James Lamb (August 20, 1945) |
O’yeah why is it you don’t put your name and return address on your letters to me anymore?My Dear Darling Wife,Just a few lines to let you know I am well and OK and hope that this finds you in the best of health and the rest of the family is the same. Well here it is likely a few days and this month will be gone. We are supposed to go to a shipping area sometime between now and the first of next month. That’s the big talk around here now. But I wouldn’t put any bets on such talk that we are leaving at that time. But I do have the feeling that I will be home sometime next month or rather in the States. Something will happen soon. Just keep your chin up and I will be walking in on you soon. Please don’t faint! Ha Ha. O’yeah and if we can, I would like to borrow a car and drive out where we can be alone and just with you and tell you what I have been thinking and dreaming to tell you for almost two years since I saw you last. Is it a date? I guess all this sounds crazy to you. But if so, I am a crazy guy. I tell you one thing about me now, you heard people talk about such people having nightmares. Well, I know what they are. There is no pleasure ones. They all are horrible things that have really happened and mine, of course, are the buddy I knew in this war that aren’t coming back. I woke up sweating all over and that’s the end of my sleep for the night. The rest of the night I just lay thinking and smoking till its time to get up. I often wonder how long things like that go on before it really drives a fellow nuts. I guess I shouldn’t have told you about all this, but my reason is I thought if you knew, you would be able to help me more and not be scared in case I did have such while I am home. I guess you are thinking “why don’t I go see a Doc” about such. Well, I did and they told me there wasn’t anything they could do for me in a case like that. It was up to me to keep my mind occupied on things that didn’t concern war at all. How can a guy do something like that when just about every place you see over here is torn up by bombs or big guns? I hope you see my point on what I am talking about. Well honey, that’s all for now. I sure hope to get a letter from you today. Till I see you, I miss you a lot and I love you a million.Always, Johnnie
On August 25, 1945, the United States Army disbanded the 85th Infantry Division and the 337th Infantry Regiment through General Order No. 39.
337th Infantry Regiment coat of arms, U.S. Army, |